Alexander Stewart - if you only knew (Lyrics)

Alexander Stewart - if you only knew (Lyrics) i been trying so hard to survive Stream/DL: https://orcd.co/ifyouonlyknewep ALEXANDER STEWART https://www.instagram.com/alexanderstewart/ https://www.tiktok.com/@alexanderstewart https://www.facebook.com/AlexanderStewartMusicPage/ https://twitter.com/_alexanderstew Lyrics 🎤 [Verse 1] I've been tryin' so hard to survive Sometimes I think that I wanna die I feel so f*cking guilty 'cause God, I'm so lucky to live my life So I keep all the pain to myself Losin' faith but nobody can tell Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me So I pretend I'm fine [Chorus] If you only knew What my mind is tellin' me I should do That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh If you only knew All the sh*t my brain is puttin' me through You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight I'm sorry but I need you, oh If you only knew [Post-Chorus] (Oh) [Verse 2] I wish I was somebody else I'm constantly overwhelmed Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends It's a silent cry for help I wanna get better, I want you to know That I can't do this on my own [Chorus] If you only knew What my mind is tellin' me I should do That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh If you only knew All the sh*t my brain is puttin' me through You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight I'm sorry but I need you, oh [Bridge] Take me out of this hell Oh, somebody help Take me out of this hell Oh, I'm not myself [Outro] I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight I'm too sad to cry but I want to Oh, if you only knew tags: #alexanderstewart #ifyouonlyknew #lyrics For submissions, copyright issues, business inquiries, general questions, etc. Contact my email: [email protected]