I Haven't Been Okay

Different one this week. My YouTube streak is over a year and a half of a video every single week, and this week I hit a wall for the first time. Properly burnt out. I could've taken the week off. Instead I sat down on the couch with Kalani and we just talked, no plan, no script, camera on. We got into the burnout, moving states away from family, both coming out of long relationships, the hate that's been going around lately, and where my head is actually at right now. It's Men's Mental Health Month, so it felt wrong to post another supermarket video while feeling this cooked. What you see online is the highlight reel. This is the other 90%. If one bloke watches this and feels a bit less alone in the middle of winter, it was worth posting over taking the week off. If you're going through it, please don't do it alone. Talk to someone you trust, and reach out to a professional. You're not a burden. Lifeline (AU): 13 11 14, 24/7 Beyond Blue (AU): 1300 22 4636 If you're in immediate danger, call 000. Got a video idea for when I'm back to it? Chuck it in the comments.