where i've been 🫠

so yeah! been a wild rollercoaster of a past 4 months 🥲 still not entirely sure how this all started - my doc said it’s most likely post-infectious, so i may have caught something that shocked my entire system into forgetting how to function. it could also have been stress from travel and worsened by anxiety, cuz boy is it terrifying to feel completely off but not know what’s wrong with you. be sure to hug ur loved ones and check in on your friends often; it means SO MUCH and helps SO MUCH. i can’t begin to describe how much i appreciate my friends for showing up for me, sending messages and flowers and moral support, my lovely roommates for helping me with my groceries, and of course my parents for nursing me back to health. love you mom and dad. i’m around 80% back to normal now, but recovery has been agonizingly slow so uploads will prob still be inconsistent for a while. in the meantime, this is ur reminder to PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!!! nothing in the entire world is worth sacrificing your health for. take it from me 🤠