I can’t keep doing this.

I thought I was going crazy....After I stopped pumping, I experienced a wave of depression, heavy anxiety, and even rage that completely caught me off guard... This is my second time walking through post-weaning postpartum depression, so I was more prepared, but it has still been incredibly difficult. In this video, I’m sharing my honest experience with post-weaning depression and anxiety: the symptoms I’ve been experiencing, the emotional crash after weaning, and what I’ve been doing to care for myself during this season. If you’re going through something similar, I hope this video encourages you. This is VERY REAL and you are not walking through this alone. If this video resonates with you, please give it a thumbs up...it truly helps support my channel and allows this message to reach more moms who may need it. 🤍 My Hyperemesis Gravidarum Story: https://youtu.be/MhrbNiz4gPw Check out my exclusive content on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/nikkiphillippi ♥ INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/nikkiphillippi ♥ TIK TOK: https://www.tiktok.com/@nikkiphillippitiktok ♥ FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/nikkiphillippi ♥ PODCAST: https://www.buzzsprout.com/138685 ♥ PINTEREST: https://www.pinterest.com/nikkiphillippi ♥ X: https://x.com/NikkiPhillippi Links for Products or Brands I am loving*: · CUTE "modest" Swimwear: https://honeymark.co/NIKKI10 (Use my code NIKKI10 for 10% off) · The BEST magnesium supplement! https://bit.ly/3z5hQfu (USE: NIKKIP10 for 10% off) · Don't Freak It's Faux SOFT blankets (my mommas company!) https://dontfreakitsfaux.com/ (code nikki15 for 15% off) · Conservative Homeschool Books! Tuttle Twins: https://tuttletwins.com/ref/nikkiphillippi/ · MASA Chips (SEED OIL FREE +: ORGANIC) https://www.masachips.com/NIKKIPHILLIPPI (Code NIKKIPHILLIPPI for 25% off first order) · Clean Protein Powder that doesn't hurt my tummy! EQUIP PROTEIN: https://partners.equipfoods.com/NIKKIP (code NIKKIP for 15% off) · Beautiful leather products from a family I love!: https://homesteadbrand.com/NIKKIP (use code NIKKIP for 10% off) · Frownies: https://www.frownies.com/discount/NikkiP (or use code NikkiP for 10% off) · Ginger June Candle Co (non toxic + smells amazing!): https://www.gingerjune.com (code nikki20 for 20% off) · Mome-the most beautiful dresses! https://www.momebrand.com/NIKKI *Many of the above links are affiliate links. If you use these links to purchase items, I may earn a commission on your purchase. I obviously only recommend products or services that I use and enjoy! ☺️ Thank you! 🙏🏻 Business Inquiries: [email protected] ------------------------------------------------------------------- 00:00 I Thought I Was Going Crazy 00:26 What Is Post-Weaning Depression? 02:24 Depression & Anxiety After Stopping Breastfeeding 04:51 Post-Weaning Depression Symptoms (Weepiness & Emotional Sensitivity) 06:24 Why I Knew This Was Hormonal 09:54 The Emotional Crash After My Last Bottle of Breast Milk 12:15 Depression Symptoms: Loss of Motivation & Hopelessness 13:29 Mom Rage After Weaning (Unexpected Anger) 15:38 Delayed Postpartum Depression (My First Experience) 16:45 What’s Helping Me Through Post-Weaning Anxiety 18:30 Encouragement If You’re Struggling